慢慢适应了。。。

最近真的很忙，忙着Test,Assignment,Presentation。。。

忙得快喘不过气了。。。

感觉好辛苦，好压力。。。

Economic Test 已经不及格了。。。

QT II，我想也是一样。。。

我看就要准备钱去Repeat了。。。唉。。。

在这里的生活总算慢慢慢慢适应了。。。

唯一最讨厌的就是这里的天气。。。

怎么这里的太阳好像特别大，不管下午晚上都那么热。。。

可是不管怎么热，都还是要去上学。。。

太阳把我晒得好黑，本来就是巧克力肤色的我，现在恐怕要变成“烧焦的面包”了。。。哈哈哈哈。。。。(^_^)

说了那么多是时候让大家看看照片了：

★这是上个星期四的照片，一大清早去到学校。哇，发生什么事？为什么所有人都跑来草场？

走近去看。。。原来只是火警演习！嘻嘻，这是我生平第一次的火警演习，感觉蛮爽的，因为不用上课。。。哈哈哈哈哈。。。(^_^)

★这就是我不喜欢的课，QT II的Lecture,不是到为什么？每次去上Lecture都明白，可是去做Tutorial的时候，就不会做了。。。唉。。。(T_T)

★哈哈，金宝没什么多，就是脚车多。尤其是UTAR，脚车肯定多过车和摩托。。。

★可怜那些骑脚车的同学，天气热，学校又远，脚又酸，骑到学校都没有心上课了，以前的我也是这可怜的一群。。。。

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从今天开始，我（馆长）一Update Blog就会推荐一首歌给大家听。。。

♥♥♥ 本刊推荐：约定 - 周蕙

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Convocation..........毕业咯。。。

哇。真得很久没有update blog 了。因为说真的，有点觉得到闷了。。。

今天update，只因为我终于diploma毕业咯。。。好开心。。。

现在的我在kampar UTAR读书，这里真得很闷，而且读书也真得很压力。。。

这里没有戏院，没有Mc.Donald，没有shopping mall,只有一间Tesco。。。

这里没有red box,只有cheaplak 的 A-Box。。。

这里的天气很热，最好的restaurant就是Sushi King。。。

学校又远，Hometown又远。。。

总之什么都不好。。。

好啦！！！不说不好的事情了。。。

我Upload了一些照片。。。一起分享吧！！！

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Gonna start a new life....[Penang]

Think about when i start step in TARCollege...

First thing that i wish is i can graduate as soon as possible...

I think every TARCIAN also have the same wish with me...

but now i already finish my exam...

Totally end of my diploma life...

I gonna start my new U life at kampar d...

last day i stay at Penang...

i go around Penang, look at the outside world...

I juz realize that...

In this 2 year, alot of thing happend in my life...

said specifically, there are alot of thing happend when i at Penang...

If there is a choice, sure i choose i don want leave Penang...

i wanna stay at here...since i'm build alot of relationship with Penang...

I don want leave my Penang's life...

Including my friend, the place that i like, the way i hang out with friend...

Miss all those thing....

but all of this gonna press a STOP button already...

Bye Bye, Penang TARC...

Bye Bye, Paradise Beach...

Bye Bye, Gurney...

Bye Bye, Mois & Fame...

Bye Bye, My friend...

Bye Bye, PENANG...

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who am i????

juz finish talking with him in phone....
one more time feel that i'm an useless human....

i know he is stress in this sem....
i know he need to face alot of problem...
i know he no time to accompany me....
i know he got alot of coursework in hand....

even i know so many thing about him...
but there are alot of of thing that i dunno....

i dunno he change the way that he threat me is bcoz of his stress...
i dunno how to help him when he depress....
i dunno what could i say when he face the problem...
i dunno how to make him share his feeling with me....
i dunno how to make him talk alot of thing with me...
i dunno how to find the topic between he and me...
i dunno how to make him relax and feel happy together with me....
i dunno the love and education cant be separate....
i dunno what i think is wrong....

sooner or later....
i become dunno how to be his girlfriend anymore....
i juz feel that i'm juz a useless person....
Girlfriend seem is juz a name.....ntg inside,ntg special....

i ask myself....
why i still live in this world???
still got any thing worth for me to live in this world???
i'm meaningless for everyone....
nobody will care about me even i die in this moment....
i'm juz a human without soul....
i already cant found myself....


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Happy Birthday to you...

today is my dear birthday, last night i'll be the first who wish him "Happy Birthday", even last year also i'll be the first....besides the wish, i also tell him : "Dear, from now until forever, i will always be the first who wishing u Happy Birthday"

today after class, i saw he nudge me....
he tell me that today juz a few person wish him and nobody celebrate birthday with him...
i feel that he is unhappy compare with last year....bcoz last year he received 3 cake...
after tell me all those thing, his friend call he go redbox to celebrate birthday....
suddenly his feeling change and go out in few second after told me.......
after redbox, another 'geng' of friend and his housemate have celebrate with him....
total 3 cake received by him this year....i know he is happy right now....

in this moment, he is happy and celebrate his birthday there....but me.....
alone at the room and study for saturday test....
suddenly think about my birthday.....my birthday is coming soon, 2 week later....
there is not much ppl will remember my birthday for every year.....
i think this year also will be the same....ntg happend on me...used to it d....
about last year birthday???what i tell other ppl is how happy with my birthday...
but that is not the truth....
i din hope that can received 3 cake, even juz a slide of cake also need to call ppl buy for me...
not the friend buy me automatically......
aiksss....how pity am i???

this week really feel depress, get sick last week.....sick until cant eat anything....
everyday juz drink water, eat bread, porrigge and mee.....
sometimes think that i better don eat anything....it is much more better....
Bcoz of sickness, my test for this monday also become worst, i will pass up the blank paper, if i din copy from my friend.....
the final exam coming soon and soon, my stress also become more and more....
all the ppl put the hope on me, tell me that sure i will graduate....
but i really not confident at all....
" try my best" .how many time i heard it from somewhere??
but i know that i cant do it....
i'm useless....(>_<)


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