who am i????

juz finish talking with him in phone....
one more time feel that i'm an useless human....

i know he is stress in this sem....
i know he need to face alot of problem...
i know he no time to accompany me....
i know he got alot of coursework in hand....

even i know so many thing about him...
but there are alot of of thing that i dunno....

i dunno he change the way that he threat me is bcoz of his stress...
i dunno how to help him when he depress....
i dunno what could i say when he face the problem...
i dunno how to make him share his feeling with me....
i dunno how to make him talk alot of thing with me...
i dunno how to find the topic between he and me...
i dunno how to make him relax and feel happy together with me....
i dunno the love and education cant be separate....
i dunno what i think is wrong....

sooner or later....
i become dunno how to be his girlfriend anymore....
i juz feel that i'm juz a useless person....
Girlfriend seem is juz a name.....ntg inside,ntg special....

i ask myself....
why i still live in this world???
still got any thing worth for me to live in this world???
i'm meaningless for everyone....
nobody will care about me even i die in this moment....
i'm juz a human without soul....
i already cant found myself....


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-ⓛⓞⓥⓔwendy-

Happy Birthday to you...

today is my dear birthday, last night i'll be the first who wish him "Happy Birthday", even last year also i'll be the first....besides the wish, i also tell him : "Dear, from now until forever, i will always be the first who wishing u Happy Birthday"

today after class, i saw he nudge me....
he tell me that today juz a few person wish him and nobody celebrate birthday with him...
i feel that he is unhappy compare with last year....bcoz last year he received 3 cake...
after tell me all those thing, his friend call he go redbox to celebrate birthday....
suddenly his feeling change and go out in few second after told me.......
after redbox, another 'geng' of friend and his housemate have celebrate with him....
total 3 cake received by him this year....i know he is happy right now....

in this moment, he is happy and celebrate his birthday there....but me.....
alone at the room and study for saturday test....
suddenly think about my birthday.....my birthday is coming soon, 2 week later....
there is not much ppl will remember my birthday for every year.....
i think this year also will be the same....ntg happend on me...used to it d....
about last year birthday???what i tell other ppl is how happy with my birthday...
but that is not the truth....
i din hope that can received 3 cake, even juz a slide of cake also need to call ppl buy for me...
not the friend buy me automatically......
aiksss....how pity am i???

this week really feel depress, get sick last week.....sick until cant eat anything....
everyday juz drink water, eat bread, porrigge and mee.....
sometimes think that i better don eat anything....it is much more better....
Bcoz of sickness, my test for this monday also become worst, i will pass up the blank paper, if i din copy from my friend.....
the final exam coming soon and soon, my stress also become more and more....
all the ppl put the hope on me, tell me that sure i will graduate....
but i really not confident at all....
" try my best" .how many time i heard it from somewhere??
but i know that i cant do it....
i'm useless....(>_<)


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-ⓛⓞⓥⓔwendy-

三人游。。。

★方大同+萧敬腾=纸片二人组

★卢广仲+萧敬腾=炫丽发型

★方大同+卢广仲=眼镜与外套(Glasses & Jacket)


哈哈。。。(^_^)

好笑三人游。。。

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比比看。。。

最近没有什么好戏看了，所以就只好看偶像剧“爱就宅一起”，看啊看啊！！！哇，才看到第四集就觉得到sianz死了，才发现。。。为什么所有偶像剧的剧情都大同小异的？做来做去都一样的。。。不知道你们有没有发现？如果没有的话，让我来举几个例子吧！

为什么偶像剧都一定要刚巧在同一间学校读书，然后就从讨厌对方变成不知不觉爱上对方（有那么刚好吗？），以下就是几个例子：

★爱就宅一起 ★流星花园 ★斗牛要不要

不是同一间学校就是误打误撞吓住在同一个屋檐下，唉！闲~ ~ ~ ：

★我的亿万面包 ★转角遇到爱 ★公主小妹

要不然就是一个在平凡不过的女生，最后却和一个帅哥在一起！（如果真的有这样的事，那就好咯！）：

★命中注定我爱你 ★恶作剧之吻 ★不良笑花

偶像剧真的真的不能看，我想从此以后要anti—偶像剧了。比起港剧，台湾的戏根本就没有得比，港剧不管古装或现代戏都很出色，剧情不一样，戏永远不会只是爱情，既紧张，又刺激，看了会想看下一集，一直追下去。。。。举几个例子,好像“溏心风暴”，“家好月圆”，“盛世仁杰”等....都是让观众留下深刻印象的戏剧。

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Intro of a Dance Club...

I found one Nice dance club in Kuala Lumpur....
The club damn beautiful and attractive....I ♥ it so much...(^_^)

Name of club : BLANC LE CLUB

The outside look of the club

The seat seem so class....Like it^^

The light inside also not bad....

All deejays are on the upper stage....

Wow...the road is transparent, ladies who wear dress then....???Hehe^^

Finish introduce.............Any Comment???

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-ⓛⓞⓥⓔwendy-